“I choose not to listen, I choose not to grasp”.
You see I love to sit inside you and hold onto pain, self judgment, self suicidal tendencys, keeping in that euphoric state of confusion to have you choose desire to take and never give back. I love it when you are by yourself or looking into the mirror, this is where I come and make that presence known to you all. Don’t you get it! This is the reason why you cannot stay by yourself, or comfortably look at yourself with comfort and love.
Are you having a tower moment now….
To bad because you love what is unbalanced, you choose to stay in silence and follow wherever the crowd heads.
You see we choose pain because it gives us all the excuse to be who we are that you are not satisfied with, “internally”. We are set in a way that you know what to do to break free from your frog ponds, you know the answer to the problem of your confusion on whatever is happening in your life. Your surroundings, your social groups, your inner goals, your direction of where your headed is all run by that ego, all one has to do is “sit alone”, or look into that mirror on the unknown self where you have the opportunity to destroy that ego.
“The gods are waiting for lions to roam”, “In that mirror of the unknown”,”where the self is a prisoner of past demons thats torn into stones”.
self motive 